For years I searched for tons of books on having a positive attitude, self help, new age, spirituality and philosophy psychology.
This continued until I finally allowed the light in and no longer had to force myself to think positive thoughts.
I finally broke free and opened my eyes to a wonderful awakening.
I found that the door to my inner cell was never locked and opened easily once I accepted that freedom is nowhere to be found, but is always with us. I would see my freedom knowing that it is okay to accept what is happening at every moment.
IN “sacred moment” If you like.
As humans, we seem to accept our separate, incomplete selves, or as A Course in Miracles it affirms, “split mind”, that it is not really here, and denies what it really is.
This causes the mind to continue to fragment, which causes us to start worrying too much and just accumulate more ego-based thoughts.
You can deny the function of your mind’s God-given ways of being creative, through and within His Mind, but you can’t help it. Having a positive attitude about ways to be creative becomes the logical result of what and who you are.
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As I have described in detail in previous articles, my ability to begin to have a positive attitude and see a logical outcome to the matter of the world mindfulness meditation session depended on my willingness to see it.
A Course in Miracles states: “What God created cannot be attacked, because there is nothing in the universe different from him.”
The fact that all my doubts and worrying too much about whether the woman in Croatiacalled NakitaI was being honest and real with myself about this event, and the factor of how many participants there would be had nothing to do with my own willingness to go through with it.
In these previous articles I discussed in detail how Nakita somehow find my address while incarcerated in a ohio jailsending shivers down my spine as I worried too much about why and how he searched for me!
Why did you ask me to join this particular mindfulness meditation session during the Christmas season for world peace?
If this was real and not some kind of joke, by having a positive attitude I finally came to the conclusion that the one who participated the most was already the Will of God; He couldn’t control or change that.
What I was able to affect was the result that I could foresee within myself, by participating.
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God’s Will was for me to participate regardless of how many others did, and by denying it I would be denying my own true free will.
In the end, and with a positive attitude, I gladly participated in the meditation session on December 22, 2010, at 9:30 p.m. from my bunk, deep in the rabbit hole of the violent din of the cell block, because a burning knowledge that lit up glowing inside me said I had to, a solid decision that got me through the holidays there in prison.
My restless mind was reined in with a positive attitude and I tapped into a creative energy that was truly my own. He had a great ability to remain still and calm.
I felt like I could focus on anything.
For me that session was a real remedy for both healing and fulfillment with a great sense of harmony.
Christmas break there in that horrible prison environment came and went, and I really didn’t dwell on whether the event was real or a hoax.
I continued to stay positive and push through the daily regimen I set for myself, surviving in jail, writing my books, seriously contemplating my release.
I was owed an early release from politics openly ten years sentenced slammed down on me by a example setter Judge.
When would I see freedom?
I sent a short note to my friend William, to whom I had sent an invitation to the event and, in turn, sent a copy to his sister in the west.
I asked her if her sister had said anything to her about the copy of the brochure she had mailed her. She was also curious as to what part of New Mexico she lived in. I wanted to visualize in my mind exactly where this copy had finally settled.
I also decided to write to Nakita and I let him know that I did participate, but mostly I was still overwhelmingly concerned and overly concerned with how he had come to write to me in the first place.
I continued to haunt myself over thoughts of, “Who gave you my information?”
Being open-minded instead of worrying too much